Bridget gave me this beautiful card...it says...
Cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you.
that is amazing. it fits so well.
♥ Current Mood: good
you is always easier then I.
first of all i want to say this community is genius and bridget is awesome! now onto what is on my mind..i apologize in advance if it does not make sense..my mind is all scattered at the moment...
does everything really happen for a reason? it could and it could not..but when you think about it "always" happening for a reason, i think that is sometimes way to hard to believe. take tragedy's for instance. I think in life..things just happen..and it could not possibly be part of God's will or have a reason behind it..just the mere fact that it happened and theres nothing you can do to go back in the past and erase what happened..but to live in the future and build upon it..trying your hardest to get through these trying times. so how about divorce? when a child is involved, it can be a living nightmare and take a very long time to make sense of..but sooner or later..they realize how not to be...and become a more mature person then most of their peers...and most likely grow up to be an amazing mother...but of course it still hurts very much. friends start to fade..the friends you have known for a lifetime..it hurts to think about..but you can't seem to help it...maybe its not fading..but the fact that you are the one changing and they seem to be still trying to figure things out..but your heart will always hold a special place for each one of them...so where is this boy?..why does it seem you are the only one not giddy, but rather depressed? how long will it be until you are noticed?...and why are you not holding your grandfathers hand anymore..looking into his eyes and being told how beautiful you are?..is this really all the past? will it be part of the distant future? but of course, because this is what you believe in. when it all comes down to it...you really do have a wonderful life, and everything, could always be worse. so hang in there young lady, your being watched from above.
My first post: I wrote this a few days ago: (my poetry side)
Lord, I have a constant a constant need for you.
Your always in my life, and that's the greatest truth, that I can hold onto.
You hold me together, But when I stray away from you,
the emptiness inside is not worth going through.
Your spirit's always with me, guiding my every move.
And to know if I seek Your ways,
this life that is a maze,
will come together like You want it too.